I really like to journal, but I am away from pen and paper for so much of the day, that I decided to put together a "blod" just chronicling my dating life. I was married for 15 years, and although I have had a lot of dates in the last few months, the experience has left me unsatisfied. One of the problems is that I am not meeting the women I would really like to date, or the women I do date have zero spark for me. What is it I am looking for? What am I hoping to find? After being marri...